This is the way which i choose for you. Neither so different nor so general that everyone choose. Some have choosen it and am also one of them. Is it necessary that we have to be with them whom you love deeply from your heart. I agree that every beat of heart reminds you only that name. U can see thousands of faces but still you can see only one face in them. U try to relate smthing with them also. And that moment takes you in some unknown place with your mind and heart. This ways converges you to the world of dream where you and your loved one. No one else. But this is also can be called as love. Neither ur love can know about this nor u expect anything. U can make your own world of dreams by sweet memories and dis world is what purely you want. Not a single bitter thing which had made you crying hundred times before. But can't enter from this gate of dream world. Don't you think so it is better to live in this rather then living in reality. The fear of gettin rejected of fear of loosing someone which make us feeling sleepless in nights nd stupid in days. Bt in this world i dnt have to even propose you to be mine because you are already mine. I can do nethin what i want with you to make ma world sweet. For one moment i can be with you on any beach at the time of pleasent summer evening where we both are sitted holding each other nd your wet hairs where coming again and again with the wind nd covering my face. The way your hand is being hold by my palm. and the way we both are sitted and watching each other's eyes. May be it is not possible for me in reality but yes in my world it is possible. The second moment i saw my self with you between mountains and the whether was so cold with falling of the snow. We both are covered with jackets and i have to hold you to stop you from shievering. So close to you almost in you. Can see feelings for me in your eyes. What could make me so happier then this. It is better then the feeling of to be in heaven. I can also see you in my home preparing lunch for me in kitchen and Some time i can see you talking to my parents with smile on your face and respect in your eyes nd sometime i saw you playing with my children. Yes, this all can happen only in my world. because reality is different. But still i choose to be in my world only.It is good. The single moment of this gives me strength to fight with my emotions who do not allow me to sleep in nights. Who make me weak.. again it is not necessary for me to have you in my hands but it is damn necessary for you to be in my mind.. Whatever it is! However it is! It is my world and nw it is yours too.
